I use to believe that everyone can change... It is just a matter of time.. and also by giving them support.. they sure can change...

But i dunnoe right now.. im lost... I just felt so heavy in the heart...

Why must he keep on doing this to himself and his family?

Even if he have problems... It cannot be solved this way

I dunnoe what to do... I feel so helpless....

Everytime he go out frm tt place... He said that he has changed..

Well, its true... he'd changed.. but only for a while...

He do not know tt wadever he is doing right now is hurting tt someone i love the most...

All this while... she prays tt he will change and be someone responsible...

But look at him now.. still the same...

Still washing off his probs with those stuff...

Wad the hell is in his mind....

Everyone has problems... have bigger problems than him...

Why he have to do this?

Hey yo! My name is SHIDA
Im 18 goin on 19
Currently still schooling in NYP
Moody,Playful,Blurr,Annoying..is meh.. :p


Graduation ASAP
Not to be a burden to anyone
Totally independant by the age of 20
To be someone helpful in the society
To be a skillfull and knowlegeable person

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