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Friday, April 17, 2009 ♥



This is Susan Boyle....
A 47 year old lady who have dreams to be popular singer...
Having dreams to be able to perform in front of a huge audience..
People kinda doubt her talent just cause of her looks...
They thought crap is going to come out frm her mouth....
But she left them speechless...
Hundreds of people stood up and clap for her when she was singing...
Awed by her angellic voice...
She is now a big star.....

Moral of the story:

Never judge a book by its cover...
Talent do not always come from beautiful people...
And never doubt one capability just because of their looks..

The expression of the audience before she sang shows that
people are still being judgemental...
But Susan boyle sure proved them that talent can be from ppl all shape and sizes...
Beautiful or ugly...
She is inspirational..XDXDXD

Screaming my thoughts out @ Friday, April 17, 2009


Dear bloggy...

Feel kinda tired today... i guess its the weather or sumthin...
Sch is reopening soon...
Can I not go?...
Pretty much Fidah is goin to be seperated frm me.. for some modules...
Super suckky...
But I just feel like I have to do my all this final year...
I have to pass everything and graduate on time..
My family is no rich fuck....
Failing means staying back... means more money to be wasted on my education....
Just dun want to burden them anymore...
Its time for me to earn money....
pfffff...
So I have to work hard.. and pray hard.....
meh hu knows.....
I can earn a 3 pointer GPA by the end of year 3...
*hope* *hope*

Lesson learn today :

Assessment is vital in our daily lives...... Not just in the hospital environment....

Screaming my thoughts out @ Friday, April 17, 2009

Thursday, April 16, 2009 ♥


XD....
Okie....
We are pretty "jakon"
SO we took pics with the flower before giving it to Mai's dad...
I wanna own that Rose!!!
Lucy buy me roses i dont care!!! XDXD

Screaming my thoughts out @ Thursday, April 16, 2009


Dear bloggy...

Went to visit Mai's dad today... Me and Lucy bought roses for him...
Sweet huh?
But the color... is disgusting....stupid flower shop...pfff...
if only there are blue roses huh?
Her dad was looking pretty weak..
I really hope her dad can really cure from his sickness...

Oh ya... Mai's manje died a few days back...
pffff...
Pitiful huh?
I really wish I can see her grow.... :(

Screaming my thoughts out @ Thursday, April 16, 2009


Dear bloggy...

lLife is so blessful isnt......

Like one time.. i feel like i have the worst life ever then someone came along and tell her sad life story too you.... and suddenly i just felt ashame for cursing life and how unfair it is too me...

Like one time..... U think you are going through a very hard time... whining and thinking how suicide would be the only way out but actually there are people out there having tougher time than you... & they are fighting and striving to survive..........

There,,,, is this video... Fidah ask me to watch that tym.. about a dude... who is physically abnormal... Having neither hands nor feet.... Despite that, he still continue to live every single day with dignity and pride.. and never a day have he given up on himself... If he falls... he gets up... somehow.. and will not rest till he gets up.....

Human beings sometimes take things for granted..... Not thankful for what they have.... Think bout those other people who are less privileged.... dying to have lives like us.... everyday is a fight for survival... Pity them... and why are we whining about our pathetic lives.. giving up as soon as the pressure geting harder to handle.... Pfff.. shame on us........Shame on us.....

Just feel like writing this post..... cause I have realize how I take took things for granted.. and not have been thankful of what I have... pfff....

I want to be someone better now... ya know.... tts what.. I really wanna do....

Screaming my thoughts out @ Thursday, April 16, 2009

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥








His new name "senteng"..named by Lucy...XD

Went to Mai house today...N yey!!! hols have started again..... Finally I shall get peace...*breathe in*...*breathe out* XDXDXD..... Went to check out Mai Kitty cats.... The ones that her Bro found..i guess..cant remember.... But OMG... they are super cute.... Most of them are black kitties....hmmm..I loike...hees...like sabrina the teenage witch's kitties... Lucy was fucking kecoh today as soon she came in the house.... keep laughing and disturbing this black kittie ... She asked Mai to call that black kitten "Senteng"... stop it sial... But mai is right...Lucy is the "senteng one today" hees.... We bullied "senteng" until he become freaking exhausted.... He slept like a corpse after that....Not even a shake and Lucy's scary laughter can wake up tt Kitty..hees just joking...XDXD





See what I mean..... "BANG" He's dead.....






Manje was my freakin favourite.... Kucing Parsi lah katekan...The most pemalas type of cat....

But her hair is all over..hmmm not nice yet... she look like a freakin furball....arrgghhh... but she is dead adorable...and slept at our hands.... N she is just the size of our palm... hees..... feel like squeeshing her to death....... Hopefully she will grow up to be a cat.... Cause she is actually kinda seperated from her mummy just after she was born..... Be fucking strong aites brat! LOL
















See how small she is.... gahhhh!!!!!!.... hees... okie tts bout it... too much kitties for one day.. seriously...Mai have like 3 more kitties in her house.... plus a big giant one......OMG.... My mum dont even one to let me have a cat...JUST ONE.... maybe she is afraid I might murder tt poor thing.... FINE!!! wen i gt my own house imma own a BIG BIG cat.... A CHEETAH maybe..hees..

byes peeps...


Screaming my thoughts out @ Tuesday, April 07, 2009






These pics were taken on Lucy's Birthday on the 5th of April.... Bby...I will buy a nicer present aites... tt drawing... u can keep... or throw it away.... hahahz.... But I had an awesome day with you that day.... Love you to the freaking core.... *hugs* *hugs*




Screaming my thoughts out @ Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Sunday, April 5, 2009 ♥

Attachment has ended leaving me with one question..Am i ready to do this job? HAiz.... there is a lot of mistakes i did...and a lot of things that need to improve... N i have to buck up before PRCP.... N i am goin to start NOW!... Well according to the clock its alr 12.50 am.... and its april 5th now..n hu's turning 19? lols



Its LUCY ,baby huhu!!!!!!! happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you...happy birthday to Lucy dear.. Happy birthday to you....yea... blow off the candle...before that make a wish...N like as if it will come true....XDXDXD I love ya bitch.... you are the only the only best best bestfren tt i will ever have....N yea its been years that we have been besties...n hopefully we will be this tight for as long as we can...... N fuck what ppl say bout you....I know tt those aint true...Be happy always...and I really hope that u have the best life ahaead...enjoy ur bday aites baby... *hugs* *hugs*
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Its funny.....how life turns out to be... like some one whom u thought will never be ur best fren... Is your best fren now....Someone whom u tot is goin to be ur best fren....Is just a hi bye kinda fren now...N someone whom u considered a best fren... now become complete strangers.... But what is friendship to you anyways? Some frenships are fake bullshits...saying "i miss you"... wen actually u dun mean it...like appearing out of nowhere asking how am i...after a long time of MIA-ing and then disappear again...N wad hurts even more knowing that that person wont help you like the way u help them....get wad i mean...... theres more of this type of so called "frenship"
but fuck it anyways....
Anyways...like I say i will treasure the ones tt i consider as frens.... and just ditch those ppl who are just worth to be ignored....

Screaming my thoughts out @ Sunday, April 05, 2009


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Hey yo! My name is SHIDA
Im 18 goin on 19
Currently still schooling in NYP
Moody,Playful,Blurr,Annoying..is meh.. :p

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Not to be a burden to anyone
Totally independant by the age of 20
To be someone helpful in the society
To be a skillfull and knowlegeable person
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