Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ♥
Dear bloggy...Being a nurse is such a burden... Not just my lecturers or other nurses expect u to know everything.. but also ur family members a...but i dun blame them.. I felt honoured actually... like wen my mum have some queries on certain drugs.. she will ask me... and she will ask me certain diagnosis.. Like wad issit about and stuff.( some obviously i cant answer)... but thanks to her.. i get a chance to research bout it and stuff... I thank god.. He had made me this way.... Being a nurse is a curse...But it can be a blessing also... At least I can help ppl... Im happy the way i am... I know my journey as a nurse is not a bed of roses... There is tym wen i feel like giving up... But wat i can do now is just do my best.. do wat i can do.... My greatest weakness of all is helping ppl no matter hu the hell they are.... Whether they are gd or bad... Whether they r gonna appreciate it or not... But I cant help it... I am the way I am... Putting a smile in a person's face wen she is down... Making a person's day after having a miserable one... Coz their smiles are my happiness...Seeing my love ones smile each day makes me stronger... Anyways... update about my love life... which is like so pathetic.... I dunnoe maybe he is just a waste of tym... I want someone hu will catch my tears wen i cry.. well tt sorta shit..get wat i mean.. N he aint the one.. Look at him now.. yesterday i was freaking pissed with him then now he is online and dun even wanna talk to me.. haha... mcm aku yg nk gi balek ngan dier in the first place..... padehal... padehal... May he be struck by lightning and burn to death... fucking hate him... -_______________-
Screaming my thoughts out @ Tuesday, December 22, 2009
