Sunday, November 15, 2009 ♥
Dear bloggy...
I've just got home from my grandma's place... Ate a lot today.. usually I will only eat like 2 meals per day.... But today I ate 5 meals per day.... Imagine how much Ive ate today... Im such a freak... But I swear... I am not concern about eating a lil too much than my usual diet... errrrr.. maybe a little..... Ok... actually.. I am planning not to eat a single solid food for the next 3 days... freaky.... but.... yea... I dun wanna ever be fat... no way.... No offense... but being fat is just soooooooooooo .... undescribable....I mean having fat on me... For those who are fat.... yea.. If u are comfortable with what u are... Then cool... but for me.. If I am fat imma kill myself... LOL... Im ugly... So i cant be fat and ugly at the same time right? That would be just .... gross....But wat I know... I am not suffering frm any eating disorder......I have a goal..Which is to reach 43 kg by the end of the year... So yea baby.. losing more wt... My current wt is 46kg.... so 3 more kg... 3 more pathetic kg...
CAnt wait for the hols to start again....I wanna relax my mind.... N do some studying for PRCP...
hmm... I wonder why.. ppl like me.... Have not quit yet... Whereas.. some ppl.... who have passion in this course... or seem to have.... just quit 3/4 way.... I am not strong..... Dun ever tell me that I am strong.... Maybe its cause im fated to be..... Well... I heard ppl quit this course during PRCP too... will I be one of them???? I hope not.... Even though he is no longer a fren to me... His werds will always be in my mind... The future is not for us to predict.... It's true.... Wat I can do is.... To learn frm my mistakes and gain knowledge and do my best.... Think bout now... stop worrying bout the future....May god be with me... So that I can always do the right things.... :)
I've just got home from my grandma's place... Ate a lot today.. usually I will only eat like 2 meals per day.... But today I ate 5 meals per day.... Imagine how much Ive ate today... Im such a freak... But I swear... I am not concern about eating a lil too much than my usual diet... errrrr.. maybe a little..... Ok... actually.. I am planning not to eat a single solid food for the next 3 days... freaky.... but.... yea... I dun wanna ever be fat... no way.... No offense... but being fat is just soooooooooooo .... undescribable....I mean having fat on me... For those who are fat.... yea.. If u are comfortable with what u are... Then cool... but for me.. If I am fat imma kill myself... LOL... Im ugly... So i cant be fat and ugly at the same time right? That would be just .... gross....But wat I know... I am not suffering frm any eating disorder......I have a goal..Which is to reach 43 kg by the end of the year... So yea baby.. losing more wt... My current wt is 46kg.... so 3 more kg... 3 more pathetic kg...
CAnt wait for the hols to start again....I wanna relax my mind.... N do some studying for PRCP...
hmm... I wonder why.. ppl like me.... Have not quit yet... Whereas.. some ppl.... who have passion in this course... or seem to have.... just quit 3/4 way.... I am not strong..... Dun ever tell me that I am strong.... Maybe its cause im fated to be..... Well... I heard ppl quit this course during PRCP too... will I be one of them???? I hope not.... Even though he is no longer a fren to me... His werds will always be in my mind... The future is not for us to predict.... It's true.... Wat I can do is.... To learn frm my mistakes and gain knowledge and do my best.... Think bout now... stop worrying bout the future....May god be with me... So that I can always do the right things.... :)
During the last hols, Sastra got me stuck on One Piece anime.... And I make Lucy get stuck on it after that... she tagged me this photo in FB and make me Luffy... She is Chopper the cute little reindeer there.... NOTE TO LUCY : PLS NOBODY CAN BE CHOPPER BUT ME :p
XDXD... gosh... i cant believe that I am stuck on cartoon at this kinda age... but yea... this anime have brought me joy..... the characters are just soooo adorable.... So yea anyone who is soo damn down or have a lousy day... this anime wud definitely cheer u guys up... and yea
One more photo... that make me go LOL just now... tagged by Lucy....
And yea of all the ppl... she make me tt old woman in front there.... pfft and make nizzy the moustache guy... kekek per...hahahahhahaah.... siallah lucy ni confirm kau amek dari kau nyek family album kau kn... Ni kaum kerabat kau siul... must respect... lain kali jgn cium tgn.. cium kaki skali... LOL...Nabeh kau :p Anyways... i miss you fucking lots.... lets make passionate love in a dark squeezy closet tml aites...hehes...
Aites.. enuf crap for now...
-peace out-
Screaming my thoughts out @ Sunday, November 15, 2009
