Saturday, October 24, 2009 ♥
Dear bloggy..2 weeks have past so quickly... My OT and ED postings have ended.... MOre and more burden have been lifted off my shoulders... But I missed ED though... That posting have taught me alot..It have enabled me to practice my skills and also help me to have a bit more speed in doin my werk...Its a wonderful experience and I love all the nursing officers there... They are super nice... Esp Sister Norresah... Those sisters have never scolded their staff... I assume that all the nice NOs and nurses are group in ED.... and left the nasty ones at the wards.. LOL... well... Gerontology.. here I come :) I've decided as for today onwards... I shall not be in any relationship with anyone...I cant say for life... As in for now... My love right now is for my family and frens... They are the most important ppl in my life right now... N i want to be always be there for them.. And make them happy all the time for as long as I live... I want to be successful one day... I want stand on my own feet.. I dun wanna depend on anyone anymore... I wanna be independant... besides....It wud take a long time for my heart to heal in order to go into a serious relationship with anyone... But wadever it is... I always hoping for a happy life for myself in the future.... I've realized that My life is filled with hardships... But after every hardship... God have given me some kinda happiness and satisfaction .... Doesnt matter the hardship im facing now... cause I know My hardwork will pay off soon... Just gotta hold on...Thanks to my close frens who have been there for me... To listen to all my probs... They were the ones who have been giving me support all this while..Telling me not to giv up and stuff... I guess... god is definitely fair... N i wanna thank him for giving me such good frens.... :)Underneath the misery.. I found a bit of happiness here and there.... N im happy to be living till today... To prove that I am worth something... N wanna prove that I can be a better person each day :)
Screaming my thoughts out @ Saturday, October 24, 2009
