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Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ♥

Dear bloggy...

Am nervous for attachment... but I cant wait for it to come... cause I'm tired of waiting.. I want to get it done and over with.... just 4 more days left...

I have been thinking about my future... and what I want... N I've decided... I want my life the way I wanted it to be... Not to be ruled by someone else... One day... Imma be what I want to be... & own what I wanna own.. & live like how I wanna live...

Fear is my only obstacle.. I'm afraid of failure... But ppl cant get away frm it.. somehow through failure & through mistakes, ppl will learn frm them and improve themselves and be better... I want to be like that...So,I have to put away that fear.. & negative thoughts.... I gotta start thinking for myself.. and stop thinking what am I gonna do for someone else... Cause in order to do stuff for others.. U have to finish up what u have to do first...Do one thing at a tym..

Screaming my thoughts out @ Wednesday, October 07, 2009


♥ About Me

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Hey yo! My name is SHIDA
Im 18 goin on 19
Currently still schooling in NYP
Moody,Playful,Blurr,Annoying..is meh.. :p

♥ she wants

Graduation ASAP
Not to be a burden to anyone
Totally independant by the age of 20
To be someone helpful in the society
To be a skillfull and knowlegeable person
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