Thanatophobia... What is that?? It is actually a fear of death... What will happen once u stop

breathing and ur heart stop beating? & It's time for you to leave the earth...

U will leave the ppl u love... Ur job.... Ur money... everything.................

U will be burried 7 feet under....

N will be left all alone....

N the only thing u can have... is ur IMAN

The more I think bout death..

I feel much more afraid...

Not prepared at all to face death.....

With all the sins Ive carried on my back...

Goals have yet to accomplished...

IM not ready yet to face death in the eye...

I am scared... Very scared...

But I know one day I have to face it...

N I hope I am ready for it

Hey yo! My name is SHIDA
Im 18 goin on 19
Currently still schooling in NYP
Moody,Playful,Blurr,Annoying..is meh.. :p


Graduation ASAP
Not to be a burden to anyone
Totally independant by the age of 20
To be someone helpful in the society
To be a skillfull and knowlegeable person

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Darls
Lucy Baby
Fidah
Nizzy
SyeD
Indra
Wendy
Kavita
Asswipe

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