Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥
Just finished with my assignment on Management..Sent too Miss Cheah already.. but dunnoe whether I should print a hard copy just in case... Hmm.. I want my 20 percent ICA marks OK!!
Cant afford to loose any marks...Anyways gonna start studying tml.. Had a terrible headache today... Can't get infos to my head.. so whatever...
Hmm no mood to study but have the mood to browse around some shit websites... I saw this love poem while browsing through the net.... Yea a love poem... Im so out of love.... But I like this poem.... Direct and full of emotion... There is no need to analyze or read in between the line like those poems I was forced to read during literature lesson back in secondary school... Oh those miserable days.... XD
The poem goes like this:Tear drops from my face falls into the palms of my hands
I thought he was my true friend until I fell for him and made him my man
Trust is no longer a factor 'cause all you do is lie to me
I want to let you go as a man but not as a friend so I cry myself to sleep
Love, trust, and respect is what I had for you through it all
The love is still there
The trust is dead and respect broken down
If we would have just been friends would it had been so different?
I've built my emotional walls back up
My heart has to keep it's distances
I'm tired of crying over you and feeling so confused
My friends tell me "Now girl you already know what you need to do"
But I can't let him go
My heart says We're still not through
I'm torn between the lies and the truth
And yet I still want to be with you
If you were me what would you do?
The tears that I shed over you
when I feel that you just don't care
Only hurts so much because when you need me I'm there
I know I have to move on without you here by my side
But then I think back and doubt if I'm really that strong
why have I let people play with my mind this long
and I still haven't moved on
Maybe because no matter what we've gone through
I finally know with you is where I belong........
Moving on.....
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Hmm... Shall I go to school tml...Shall I not... Im so bored stepping to NYP...... Im sick of it..SHIDA just 3 more weeks... and no more sch... tt is if i dun fail any modules.... haizzzzzzzzz..
May Allah bless my life...Amin...
Labels: Still hoping for the light at the end of this dark tunnel (:
Screaming my thoughts out @ Monday, August 10, 2009