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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ♥

I felt my heart crushing into pieces..When will this pain disappear... I've work soo hard.... But it seems that my effort wud always gone to waste... What is god trying to show me??? My mind is not focus.... I can't stop thinking....Sometimes I ask myself..WHY ME? Why not other people...Why is it have to be me?? I'm trying to have a positive mindset bout everything...But there is always someone and something that will always pull me down.... Its not that I want to stay negative all the way... But certain situations pull me down...N its hard to get right back up...
I know I cant be this way and I shall not give up just yet.... Imma hold on with everything that I've got... And be strong.... For the sake of my family.... I want to make a difference...I cant give up and will not give up....Even if I have to go through it alone....

Screaming my thoughts out @ Tuesday, July 28, 2009


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Hey yo! My name is SHIDA
Im 18 goin on 19
Currently still schooling in NYP
Moody,Playful,Blurr,Annoying..is meh.. :p

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Graduation ASAP
Not to be a burden to anyone
Totally independant by the age of 20
To be someone helpful in the society
To be a skillfull and knowlegeable person
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