Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ♥
Dear bloggy..I passed my practical today...FINALLY...hees...Another burden is being lift off my shoulders...Bless Miss Susan for making the 3 of us pass today..She nags alot but she is funny...Im glad she is my lab lecturer for my last year in poly..Everyone pretty much dislikes her.. cause they have not been her students before..She is a mean beast during assessment .. No doubt bout tt...But in class... She have shown such a caring attitude towards us..There's one time I remembered I cried during lab lesson... She cant stop asking why I cried...Even though I just ignored her..But she still approached me after she have finished her lesson..I definitely wont forget Miss Susan.. ^^Thanks to her I dont have to do my retest tml with a fuck up lecturerDifferent lecturers..Different expectations.. N i dont know what are their expectations..So no more stress about lab.. I sure hope overall I will pass..Having a retest on everything again is a nightmare....Now I feel relaxed....I've not been myself for the past weeks... There's FYP.. LAB TEST.. RELATIONSHIP...ICAs.... Feel like pulling my hair till I become bald!!!I have broken up with him.....Like what Syed have said.. Just let him go.... I feel so free.... N dont have to put up with his behaviour anymore...Im a free bird.... Maybe I am meant to be single...Single = Freedom ^^~ SHIDA is a single and independant woman...I dont give a fuck bout ppl with penis...& I am for real yo~I will stand up for what I have said to him...that I will never reply to his msges..Never want to have any contact with anymore...& I will never turn back... I guess this is goodbye..Cause I ain't falling back to u anymore... I love you..& I miss you too.... But we are too different..U can't understand what I want...& I cant understand u either... I only can wish you happiness...& hope our path would never cross again....
Screaming my thoughts out @ Wednesday, July 29, 2009
