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Sunday, March 22, 2009 ♥

Cant sleep tonight...Seems that my eyes just couldnt really shut...I hope nothing happens to mum....She is at the ANE department at SGH...

at 9:45 pm... I got back home..just got to know my mum was in pain ....She cant move ger right knee...Eyes filled with tears....I was like OMG.... never seen her like thta before....gosh.... kinda feel like crying too ya know... but cant cry then.. something got to be done right?... I grab some painkillers and let her eat em.... Me and my dad persuaded her to go to the hospital..Cause there is nothing else we could do at that point of time...We cant possibly let her suffer the whole night.... She really dont want to go... but still we just reassure that everything will be fine..and she finally agreed... Ambulance came 10 mins later... And the medics are fuckin irritating keep askin my mum the same question..."WHERE IS THE PAIN"... FUCK the pain is at the kneee assholes...haiz... anyways... they did a good job in tranferring my mum from the sofa...Called dad a few mins ago..he went to follow mum...he said have to wait for 2 hours at the A&E....I think mum will be alright... JUst that I pity her to have gone throught that kind of pain...with tears in her eyes....kinda give me the heeby jeebies..ya know... aites then..... Granny ask me n my lil bro to sleep at her house...but gosh i think I am grown up enough to take care of my bro...Besides... He is sleeping now... I wish I could follow mum there... Better yet..take all her pain....Aites then...i end my post here...byes

Screaming my thoughts out @ Sunday, March 22, 2009


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